I still feel quite groggy because me and clang stayed up late last night to watch two episode of PROPOSAL DAISAKUSEN 😀 Ohhh, Yamapi goodness ^_^ And of course we were talking about “emo” and “acads” stuff , just because. Its so fun having someone sleep over 😀 fellow-Yamapi-fangirl, lets do this again. LOL   And wow, Clang introduced me to two bands today : Mae and Death Cab for Cutie. 😀 Effing awesome music!! Woot XD      Amidst all this happiness, i think i NEED  a good cry 😦 Probably, I’m just thinking and expecting too much about everything, its in my nature.  T_T So not good 😦  But….: 

I’m wanting this for sure
and I’ll beg for nothing more.
I’ll plan all day and drive all night 
you’ll love what’s in store.
I can’t seem to stop this now
even if it’s not so clear, 
and I’ll take what I can get.
If you want me here (If you want me here) 
~ Suspension by Mae 
Say anything, but say what you mean.  
(*shots herself. Still have biochem reporting in a while! FOCUS! )  



White Day

March 14, 2008

 OMG! I forgot to greet people. Its HAPPY WHITE DAY everybody! 
I know its not really a big deal here in the Philippines, but me and my japanese-crazy friends still think this day is still meaningful. Although, i think i just so failed today because i forgot about it and was only reminded when i saw my friend’s stat message in YM 😦 Oh my….
( I got a cute little gift though. XD ) ^___________________^ Thankies.  
Forgot? God, i was just so stressed out since late last night. I was studying for our Stat long test ( Oh my, i think i just flunked that one. T____T ) and I still had to do a PHILO paper ( our last one for this sem, maybe forever under Sir Tolentino. huhu ). I wasn’t able to start anything last night and only started to read the freaking readings/notes and stuff TODAY. @_@ Fortunately, there was no philo and i was still able to cram . But still…. ACK..SOUP!!! 
Oh yeah, i so miss cosplaying for some reason 😦 It has always been my number 1 frustration since God knows when…. it’s like i can’t devote most of time to what i love most because of school 😦
I also miss BURGOO CHEESECAKE!!!!! 😦 I want one like NOW. T_______T  

Oh finally, a GOOD movie finally came my way and made me HAPPY. 😀 


I have been waiting for this movie ever since i stumbled upon its trailer and the connection that it had with Jamie Lynn Spear’s early pregnancy. *evil grin*. I actually had the DVD with me since last month but due to the hectic schedule with school, i wasn’t able to watch it 😦 So yeah, the movie effing rocked ^_^v The witty humor cracked me up to death!!! Too bad my “movie buddy” wasn’t able to make it , so i had to watch it by myself >.< ( Let’s watch another movie next time. lol ) 

Juno MacGuff: You should’ve gone to China, you know, ’cause I hear they give away babies like free iPods. You know, they pretty much just put them in those t-shirt guns and shoot them out at sporting events.

Rollo: Well, well… If it isn’t MacGuff the crime dog! Back for another test? 


Juno MacGuff: I think the last one was defective. The plus sign looked more like a division sign. I remain unconvinced.  

Juno MacGuff: I think I’m, like, in love with you. 

Paulie Bleeker: You mean as friends? 

Juno MacGuff: No, I mean, like, for real. ‘Cause you’re, like, the coolest person I’ve ever met, and you don’t even have to try, you know… 


Paulie Bleeker: I try really hard, actually. 

Juno MacGuff: I’m losing my faith in humanity. 

Mac MacGuff: Think you can narrow it down for me? 

Juno MacGuff: I guess I wonder sometimes if people ever stay together for good. 

Mac MacGuff: You mean like couples? 

Juno MacGuff: Yeah, like people in love. 

Juno MacGuff: Dad, it’s not about that. I just need to know if it’s possible for two people to stay happy together forever, or at least for a few years. 

Mac MacGuff: It’s not easy, that’s for sure. Now, I may not have the best track record in the world, but I have been with your stepmother for 10 years now and I’m proud to say that we’re very happy. 


Mac MacGuff: In my opinion, the best thing you can do is find a person who loves you for exactly what you are. Good mood, bad mood, ugly, pretty, handsome, what have you, the right person will still think the sun shines out your ass. That’s the kind of person that’s worth sticking with.  
WATCH JUNO, NOW!!! 😀  Shiznit, i think i have an IRRATIONAL crush on Ellen Page ( lead female character ). She was just amazing in the film, she reminded me of MYSELF. lol. I mean, i was never the stereotype of your so-called “girl-next-door”. I am like her, “punky”, “boyish” and stuff. 



Super thanks for the long weekend, i so needed one! 😀  I MISSED THE FREAKING TV!!! The people in the house thought i had a few loose screws this weekend since i spent a lot of time watching tv…. watching ANYTHING at all!! 😀 Amazing. I don’t even know when i would be able to watch tv again. HAHAHAHA 


Goodie, i finally got a book that i need for LS. “One Minute Millionare” by Mark Victor Hansen and its quite a LONG READ from the looks of it. XD But i think its interesting, i might get handy tips in the long run, so yeah, i might invest some time reading it for the book report. 😀




side note: currently drinking my EIGHT cup of GREEN TEA and still craving for more. Addict, lol. 😀  


quotes from the movie are snatched here: CLICK 🙂 


February 14, 2008

Wow. I was already awake at 4 am in the morning to fix my philo paper AND study LS 😦 What a great way to start the “Heart’s day” 😦 Not to mention that i was super sick this morning ( read: fever mania ) and my eyes felt as if they were burning and they sting a lot too. XD   

Philo: “Nasaan ang mismong mabuti?”  😦


 That was our philo question for the “long test”. I don’t know if what i wrote in the paper were correct or not, i unconsciously “gave-up” halfway because i can’t focus anymore 😦 😦 😦 Oh, philo why do you have to be sooo complicated and consume 99.9% of brain cells left in me. Even though i didn’t enjoy analyzing the readings, i actually liked one of our readings by Neil Gaiman, “Babycakes”. Amazing work. With just 1 page, i was able to reflect a whole lot. 😀  

But we’ll think of something. Humans are smart. It’s what makes us superior to the animals and the babies. We’ll figure something out. ” 




Instru lecture was still nosebleed as usual and i can’t focus much on the lecture since i was not feeling well and all, so i was day dreaming the whole time. ( about YAMAPI! HEHE )


Ohh, thank you Maia for the sweets!!! Strawberry Mentos rocks ( and the WHITE CHOCOLATE! – forgot the name though ) ! hahaha XD YEY 


The LS exam was quite ok, although i’m not sure with the second part of the exam since i wasn’t able to read the deadz xerox of Fifth Discipline ( i just read the slides. hahaha ).

Me, Arnel and Rands went to Caf after to eat ( i didn’t eat, just them ).   Guys, thanks for the CHOCNUT! ( favorite yeah! ) YUMMY! 😀 My gahd, so many girls holding bouquet of flowers and HUGE CHOCOLATES! HAHAHA Amazing, its as if those girls are already “marked” with an invisible sign: 




 I missed the “rose delivery” thing during valentines though. I think that was awesome! And the “harana” thing too, i heard they are already doing this for the girls. CUTE. 😀 


Oh yeah, geez, i haven’t greeted everyone yet. What a shame. hehehe






 Sorry for the emo pic, im not emo. I just loved the concept! Amazing. The picture just nailed what I feel. LOL. And its artsy-fartsy, so yeah. COOL. ( image is from photobucket (myshooooe), not mine, ok? ) 


 “Thank you silly boy, like so much :D”


 Ohhh, coolness. We ate Conti’s Sansrival cake at home with Tito Roy!! ( Thank you for the gift!, we missed you so much! ). Its so much fun to spend valentines at home! Wee~~ I missed this! Haha ( you see we never fail to spend valentines together at home, its a MUST! ) Thank you parents for the FOOD! YUMMY BBQ! YEY! hahaha 


February 12, 2008

Okay, so my whole day revolved around our thesis defense thats why me and my groupmates didn’t go to our two classes anymore ( Instru and LS ) because we are pretty much paranoid already and all. >.<  Didn’t get that much sleep since i was looking at the slides again and again and looking for loopholes in the report, just in case the panelists could find one and be the reason for our death. hahaha XD Kidding.   

Oh yeah, the Strawberry yogurt drink FTW! haha Thank you. I felt so much better.


 We stayed in Matteo for hours reviewing and practicing our parts in the powerpoint. It was crazy! Hahaha Now, THATs brain drain. hihi Thank you to those who made “tambay” just to make the mood “livelier” and relieved some stress for us. THANK YOU. HAHAHA


Thesis Groupmates: Karl, Emil, Darryl, Me and Randee ( before the defense proper )
( during the defense. *@_@ * ) 


Amidst the problem with the room arrangement and the panelists , i think we pulled it off. Amazing panelists by the way! YOU GUYS ROCK! 😀 Thanks very much for the input for our group, they were really helpful. XD And to Sir Chris Peabody who talked to the group before the defense itself and gave us many many many insights and tips. The one that stuck to me:


“If you find yourself unable to talk and when worse comes to worst, just FAINT. It works every time. *flashes toothy grin*” 


 Hahahaha. I was so tongue-tied when we were talking to him because he has this aura of intelligence that just made me weak. haha ( that sounded so emo. haha ) 



 HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BESTFRIEND, REM!! 😀 And to my fellow Yamapi-crazy fangirl, CLANG!! 😀 MUCH LOVE GUYS! 😀 




You are slowly erasing all the doubts inside my head. Good job. XD 

Happy Chinese New Year

February 7, 2008

Happy Chinese New Year! Year of the Rat FTW!
 We didn’t celebrate it that much although we ARE of Chinese-descent. XD Everybody in the condo were raving about it last night ( we are one of the few Filipinos living in the area ) and there were fireworks everywhere XD 
Fortunately, i was able to sleep properly amidst the noise. hahahaha 😀
Med instru class is making me sick 😦 The topic is confusing XD I’ll be dead sooner or later. LS, on the other hand…errr, i don’t even remember because i was damn SLEEPY. 😦 So yeah, i need to read on LS soon as well! I feel so far behind already. HAHA
Had a biochem meeting after to discuss the topics needed for our proposal tomorrow. I love my group, yeah XD We shall survive this, yes? 🙂
While scouting MYX for “potential” new music, i chanced upon this!!

Its, “Hey Jealousy” by Gin Blossoms.
Not relatively new, but i think the music is so nice 😀 Dedicated to my cousin, Nik, who is going through the SAME ORDEAL as stated in the lyrics of the song 🙂

Coz all I really want is to be with you 
And feel like I matter too 
If I didn’t blow the whole thing years ago 
I might be here with you 

 DEATH, to HIM who is shrouded with LIES. Let’s burn him, eh? 😀 Please, don’t act like you are the most handsome guy in the universe, because YOU ARE NOT. Ok? Go and be happy with your girlfriend, LEAVE HER ALONE! I swear, one more of your “pogi tactics”, and you shall get what you DESERVE. 
Saw Chris Tiu before going home ^_^ Gahd, He brings sunshine wherever he goes. Light up the world, with just being there. LOL
OMG. WE can’t even talk. XD Tragic. Will this even work out in the end? XD  


February 6, 2008

Freecut instrumentation class ( for no reason. lol ) yesterday = YEY!   That class has grown to be quite a “pain for the brain” ( rhyming, i know )  and with freecuts like these, i feel happy. hahaha XD   BASELINE DEADLINE TOMORROW! 😦 ( ack, i still have to fix some inconsistent things. hehe )     Had only LS yesterday, but i felt really stressed because there were so many overlapping things to do 😦  THEO + THESIS = @_@ The video that me and emil edited was such a pain too and by the end of the meeting, i was so so so DOWN , EXHAUSTED and FRUSTRATED. XD   Goodthing, Rabs and Karl asked me to go with them for some “food tripping” 🙂 We first went to Burger King ( too bad, no more ‘buy 1 take 1″ sort of promo there anymore. )  Karl was the one who ordered a LOT of food ( i took some of his french fries. LOL ) , Rabs settled for a burger and i got STRAWBERRY SUNDAE! 😀 ( Yes, no more diet for the meantime because i was craving for sweets. )  

  Then, off we went to UP to buy ISAW

  Gahd, its been YEARS since my last one because IM NOT SUPPOSED TO EAT ISAW. hahahahaha 😀 Only had 5 though because i was still scared of it but damn, it was YUMMY! Nabitin ako! hahaha   Sorry for pestering you guys with my current problems and dilemma. XD I’m such a paranoid, i know. I should be more open-minded about things and let go of PRIDE. 😀 Slowly, yes, i might be able to do that. HAHAHAHA      my TNS boys, THANK YOU. 😀  ( hahaha, TNS still makes me laugh. LOL )      

Anyway, HI SIR JERRY! hahahahaha 😀 😀 😀 😀 😀  



 Fixed my baseline , i while ago and i placed designs and stuff but haven’t sent it to mam Cath yet. haha XD After our dinner probably. haha XD 


While looking for ProDai and HanaKimi videos, i stumbled upon THIS! :


It’s a GIRL version of Mongol800’s Chiisana Koi no Uta ( Hence, the title of the entry ) 


Gahd, i’ve been listening to the song for like the NTH time now! hahaha XD  Ohyama Yurika’s rendition of this punky and upbeat song is SO NICE!!!! * Bows down*. Her voice is just sweet and icy. hahaha XD Not to mention, she is quite pretty too 🙂


Hora anata ni totte daiji na hito hodo
Look, the person who is important to you ) 

Sugu soba ni iru no
Is right beside you ) 
Tada anata ni dake todoite hoshii
I just want to reach only you ) 
Hibike koi no uta
This echoing love song )  
Hora hora hora
Listen, Listen, Listen )  
Hibike koi no uta
This echoing love song )  


That’s the funky chorus. How i loved the way Mongol800 did this part, but Ohyama Yurika still did justice to my favorite part of the song 🙂 Good job XD


yume naraba semenai de yume naraba semenai de
( if it's a dream, don't wake to up If it's a dream, don't to wake up )
anata to sugoshita toki eien no hoshi to naru
( The time I spent with you Will turn into everlasting stars ) 




idiot’s guide to *blank*

February 3, 2008

Say goodbye to much deserved “Weekends”. I might never be able to enjoy it until the end of March. I’d be a walking “zombie” by that time. XD NMAT review =  every sunday, 8am up to 5pm until MARCH 30 😦 SAD.   My goodness. I feel “brain dead” because of that freaking NMAT review. T_T  If i didn’t have the other Health Sci people ( rands, caly, tin, mich, maia, jay, anna, lorenz and trix ) there as my classmates, i would have walked out of the venue already.   The diagnostic test was a pain too. I don’t know if i should be happy that the test was not that hard ( im not saying its easy, its just that its easier than what i expected it to be ) and that it made me feel stupid. XD   

Is this really a sample of an NMAT EXAM?!?!  


 It looks …weird 😦 


The diagnostic exam lasted for like FOUR HOURS. 😦 I felt that i wanted to lie down so bad because my neck got crappy. Argh. What more if we are already taking THE NMAT?!?! ( which i heard last for ONE DAY. :[ )  Will i even survive ? 😦 


Ate lunch at KFC with the block ( although i didn’t buy any food since i brought my own shiz ). It was weird that i wasn’t really feeling hungry at all. Maybe its the stress and i just wanted to lie down so bad. The thought of having another four hour session frustrated the hell out of us. XD


Gahd. We studied BASIC MATH for FOUR HOURS. I’m in no position to brag, but geez, i went there to review things that I DON’T KNOW and not those I DO KNOW ALREADY. 😦  





and YOU, do YOU have ESP? Its so funny that when im already typing the text that i will be sending YOU, I receive a text from you SAYING ALMOST THE SAME THING THAT I WAS SUPPOSED TO SAY. XD ahahahahahahaha .  –> Random. haha XD 



Had an exercise for our stat class which seemed like a “LONG TEST”. I was not mentally prepared. XD hahahaha Oh well, at least the formulas are written already, let’s just hope that my answers there are correct and my interpretations are ….well…..ok. haha  

Oh yeah, i saw HIM. XD He is cute, pala. hahahaha

( Here i go again, being smitten with little things. hahaha XD )   

 there was no FREAKING WI-FI in ADMU this morning!!!! Just when i wanted to waste my time surfing the net after like a WEEKEND without one. XD Imagine that. 😦 Gahd, please fix our landline soon!!! I wants internet RIGHT NOW!. XD Boooooo   OMFG! NO PHILO!!! Why ? @_@ I was so looking forward in seeing Sir Tolentino again and other classmates. hahaha XD Heard he was sick or something. BLAH. XD     Im actually right here in the library typing this down and uploading deviations in Deviantart because i have been on hiatus mode for too long. XD  Ack!  

  I want to get killed, like now. I am so confused that i should just crash my car somewhere or something. Lord, help please. I want to end this NICELY .  I can’t afford to lose another friend because of immature circumstances. That just sucks. XD 

Got up pretty late : 7:15. Hahaha, which was supposed to be my “departure” time knowing that I have a 9 am class. But I took my time and ended up leaving the house by 8 am. Hahaha XD I thought I was soooo late , but yeah, forgot that it was a Saturday and that not much traffic in the morning anyway. Hehe

 I had this weird dream by the way. XD It freaking seemed so real. I was not even thinking of the person for the longest time and then that person just pops into my dream like that?!?! And geez, I need a DREAM INTERPRETER like NOW. Hahahaha XD I am now OFFICIALLY DISTURBED by this. “IT” may not ( read: NEVER ) happen in the future but still, I need to know.


 Got so sleepy after like 2 hours of my THREE HOUR polsci class and I wasn’t even able to write my notes properly. Zzzzzzzz….The class was not boring though, it’s the subject itself probably and the TIME!! Three freaking hours with only 15 minutes break time. T____T Deadz. Deadz. Deadz.


Attended the thesis defense thing just to see how the defense would flow and stuff. Gawd. I was stuttering even though it was not our group who reported. @_@ Unbelievable. I don’t even know if our group could pull it off. Too many revisions and stuff. It’s like WE WILL NEVER BE RIGHT. ARGH ARGH ARGH.



 Went to trinoma and watched NATIONAL TREASURE: BOOK OF SECRETS with Sam, Ralph and Karl!! Wee~ We spent like an hour deciding what to watch and we almost scrapped the idea of even watching a movie. I said, i wanted to watch Sweeney Todd ( Again, i know! ) but then that would be soo KJ because i already watched it XD. Then i told them that i wanted P.S. I love you, but Ralph R retaliated and said:


 ” SHET! Si Leonidas makikita ko sa LOVE STORY?!?! Ayokong madungisan ang image niya dun sa 300!!!” 



 Talked to Karl about some “things” . ( the two RAPLHs went to buy other “boy” stuff and me and karl just stayed at the rooftop to talk. LOL ) Rawr we got so EMO ( errr, I got EMO ) probably because it was already night time and the venue was EMO. Damn it. Geez, i don’t want to pursue my “plan” anymore. I MIGHT NOT BE ABLE TO DO IT. 😦  Help….. 


Amazing movie, it didn’t suck. I just hoped that they didn’t stick with that “traditional” notion when it comes to “TREASURE”. I mean like equating TREASURE = GOLD. XD There are sooo many other treasures anyway, why GOLD? 


Hahaha But oh well, traditional treasure hunters. I LOVE RILEY ( err, i mean JUSTIN BARTHA )!!!! Freaking best character right there!!! Just the right mix of stupidity with hotness. Hahahaha RANDOM, I KNOW.