슬픔

oh, the title?  

 

 

 It’s the korean word for “Sadness” ( don’t go asking me how to read it, because i don’t know how. I just freaking translated it . haha ) Korean? Because whenever I watch Korean dramas, its all about sadness and stuff, but they are quite HOT when they act sad and unhappy. Yoh!    If you could like see me now, I probably look just like that turtle picture on top I’m just sooo sad about a LOT of things that i could just get a gun and pull the trigger, like NOW. 

Acads is killing me  

 Lord, please send some kind of divine intervention soon, because i might break down earlier than expected T____T  There are many other things making me sad-dish ( LOL. HAHAHA ) aside from Acads, but hey, they are not so important and they could be dealt with some other time. In short, THEY COULD WAIT.   Let this hell week be over soon soon soon. I can’t even sleep and eat properly anymore XD   

 

( not the best pic , but i love him here. LOL ) 

 Damn, what a way to start the day ( rhyming, yes. ) Heard from the radio early in the morning that HEATH LEDGER just FREAKING DIED!!!! XD I can’t believe it! I wasn’t even able to drive properly anymore because i wanted to go to school immediately and check if the news was true Sadly, it is. If you haven’t been around the net for like yesterday until today, check it out wherever, because it is all over the place. EVERYONE IS TALKING ABOUT IT >.< Poor Heath, I crush him so ever since A KNIGHT’S TALE . Especially in BROKEBACK MOUNTAIN. Why didn’t they take other !@%$%#%^$@!#@ celebrities out there who doesn’t deserve to live?!?!?! Like *TOOT*. Place whoever’s name there. haha  I wouldn’t reiterate this further because its too exposed already.  

Rest in Peace , my dear. XD 

Never Forgive , Never Forget

 

There’s a hole in the world like a great black pit

and it’s filled with people who are filled with shit

And the vermin of the world inhabit it. 

 

Stat and others

I stayed up pretty late last night to finish my Statistics “exercise” which I would later find out today should not be passed INDIVIDUALLY but by PARTNER or by THREE’s. @_@ So yeah, the additional eyebags were all for nothing. T_T

Got the LT for STAT this morning and immediately went to do the nitty-gritty computations during my LOONNNGG break. Thank God, Pia and Jay were with me ( although busy and fiddling with their THEO notes ) and i didn’t feel that much bummed compared to when i become all nerdy by myself. haha

Let’s just hope my answers are correct. I’m not after the perfect score, a pretty high-high grade is fine for me. XD

 I was feeling so exhausted with all the mean deviations and variance terms and I was about to give up on it when my phone buzzed.

*beep*

 

I checked my phone and there it was…a text from my boy best friend, boinksters.

 

” Basta I’ll be here if you get lonely. gusto ko lang malaman mo yun…”

Seriously, I think this guy has ESP! He sends the simplest text messages to me ( even though he is in California right now ) JUST IN TIME. Thanks dear. haha XD

 

Felt sooo sleepy during our philo that I repeatedly asked Clang to pinch me so that i could stay awake. XD  But to no avail, my body really wanted its sleep and yeah, i was like “zombified” for more than half of the class time, so i wasn’t able to take down that much notes. So i asked Clang if i could xerox her notes instead. Wee~ T___T I was soo not feeling well after Philo that i was tempted to cut Biochem. T_T It was an unusual headache and back pain ( which i could only blame my laptop for that ) coupled with 3 hours of sleep. T___T I WANT SLEEP. XD XD XD

 

THEO = SEX. Yes. Basically, that is the center of our topic now and honestly, i could understand it quite well. Locker has this way of conveying his message without being overly technical and making his classes FUN at the same time. Cool.

 

Biochem=DEAD. Lord, please give me the strength and the knowledge to overcome our Biochem test next friday. I still want to live. LOL.

Philippine Online Gaming Summit 2008

Me, Maiya and Kagi 

( photo by Herson Moneda ) 

YOU are missed.

I so miss someone right now. T_T

 

 

click the cut to know who. ^_~ 

 

Because someone feels happy today.

Went to school today with Kobe since he has basketball lessons early in the morning. I was so happy because i had my own “pinching bag” ( yes, pinching because he is FAT. hehe ) beside me. LOL. XD  I was so so lazy for the Polsci class because i think i didn’t have enough sleep last night ( jerk XD ) but i still did my “homework” by reading the readings ( pardon the redundancy , yeah.) Went to the caf immediately after parking the car to look for Strawberry Yogurt Drink but found NONE. So yeah, i got pissed and ended up bumming around the place for 20 minutes or so, doing nothing and waiting for the bell. When i got up to the Berch 3rd floor, i got confused with the classrooms and i didn’t know where the Polsci classroom is. @_@ Maybe it was the weather, the unusual quiet and serene day or I was just being all stupid again. I don’t even know more than half of my classmates since we are all lost in our own little “Quasi-Political” world in class. XD  Upon entering the class, Sir Banayad discussed some of his “points” regarding our “quiz” last year which felt more like a Long Test. I was so freaking nervous because i know and feel that i had so many mistakes with my answers ( i remember in one of the questions where i crammed my answer in less than 5 minutes because i was out of time and then the other where i COMPLETELY gave a different AND incoherent answer at that. ). He then pulled out this sheet of bond paper and told us that he would be calling the names of those who did EXCEPTIONALLY WELL. My gahd, i just sighed and looked outside so it would be over and done with in a jiffy. He then started to read out the names:   

 ”Blah, Blah, Blah…..Ara…Blah, Blah, Blah”

 

 I snapped out of my delusional fantasies ( *gets shot * ) when i heard my name. Wait… did he really call MY NAME?! OMGWTFLMAO!! XD XD XD He called like 10 people or so and i was like there, flabbergasted.

 

WOW. 

 

When i got my paper, it had a GREAT grade. Kill me if im being so uberly proud about this, but really I’m a mediocre student and every good grade means a lot to me. Now, I love him even more. Those THREE freaking hours of studying the CONSTITUTION felt like a breeze that I could stay there a wee bit longer if need be.

 

I swear, i will do better ( even improve my handwriting skills ) in the REAL Long Test, yoh!  

 

sidenote: sorry Karl and Ralph R.! XD I’m stupid for not checking my phone and always putting in in silent mode XD Ack! Will go out with you guys soon. After hell week this week? haha

 

Ate lunch at our house because my mom went to the market and that meat YUMMY FOOD. I was right! hahaha XD Ended up eating more than what i intended to. Boo! hahaha So yeah hello FAT

Speaking of FAT, i feel FATTER than ever. I wasn’t able to exercise as much as i wanted to because I AM SICK STILL. XD ARGH. Go away PATHOGENS!!! XD 

Jolly Hotdog

Because i’m maximizing my tuition payment in ADMU, I’m here in one of the rooms in Faura and using the internet resources . XD LOL But geez, its not even working @_@  Had another “sabaw” sessions in our STAT class. My Gahd,  Sir Jerry Apolonio is just hilarious. XD I know our class is running in a “Turtle” pace right now ( we are studying the measurements of central tendency still. ) but i really enjoy his class. He cracks up jokes here and there ( which consumes about more than 50% of our class time ) and at the same time I learn a lot from him as well. I was aware that he is quite popular, but when i tried to google him to find “things”, …WOW. HE IS POPULAR! He has conqured Youtube and other posts by his previous students in their blogs and other professional sites talking about Sociologists and Anthropologists. XD Oh my, amazing. *Bows Down*If all Stat/SA teachers were like him ( Gay or not ), i would have shifted right now to the Social Sciences and be in love with Statistics all over again.   Eh? Did i say all over again? haha XD. Because once upon a time, i loved Statistics too, way back in my high school days.  I don’t know when all the enthusiasm for it deteriorated.     

Oh…oh yes. Enter: PHYSICS. XD 

 

 Curse the subject all you want , but i loved it *wink*wink* 

30,000 ++ unread messages @_@

Yes yes yes. That’s the actual number of unread messages i have in my inbox right now and seriously, I’m fed up with these “junk” ( they are not actually junks but they are all updates and nonsense forwarded messages that i don’t even care about! ) mails, that I spent hours today cleaning ( mark –> delete ) my inbox. @_@  My eyes hurt already but I really want to get rid of them , LIKE NOW! They are definitely the reason why important messages get lost with all the junk. ARGH.  Geez, just realized that i have 3 years worth of emails already. Maybe its the “New Year” feel that makes me want to start all again….like start everything on a CLEAN SLATE. XD 

 

 

GO AWAY JUNK MAIL! 

 

 

 Seriously, one more junk mail and i shall attack you all with VIRUSES! Bam! Bam! Bam! XD

 *edit: Finally reduced it to 9k++ emails. Still a hefty number, but that is WAY beyond the 50% reduction i was aiming for. XD 

 

 

 Anywho, my schedule and plans are messed up right now because i don’t have a proper planner FYI, i gave my Starbucks planner to my mom as a Christmas gift and i don’t regret that. Its just that , i want a planner of my own, even though its not Starbucks or whatever. HAHA 

 

 I NEED A DAMN PLANNER!!!

 

 Got the LS long test result a while ago and I was pretty happy with the result *dances around*. Not a perfect score , but still a nice one to boot. I’ll try to get a higher score next time..WAY WAY higher. *note: stop CRAMMING! LOL XD 

 

It appears that i lost my voice. XD For this week, my voice gets crappier by the minute and now i talk like a MAN. T_T To hell with those Pastillas i ate. XD ITS ALL YOUR FAULT, I SWEAR!  

Going Back

Gahd. Blogsavy is proving to be such a pain in the arse nowadays that i have finally decided on abandoning it for now and transfer back here in wordpress. Yah, it has much more features and all but it doesnt really give me that “comfort” when i blog. I think it has so much ‘bugs’ that the admin should take care of.      

Wah! i missed WORDPRESS. *kisses the screen. lol* I shall never leave you again ( well… that depends if i get sick of the themes again and i scout for other blog hosts. hehehe )    

 Started out with a cool stat class, geez, I’ll miss this class for sure. One of the most chillax class ever. Fun classmates too, even though i’m not close to them. Hahaha  

 Ack! Only got a B in my Philo paper a.k.a. LONG TEST 1. Fine, it is not that bad, but still, i didn’t rush that paper and all, i really tried to make it GOOD,if not the BEST one to date. But still, a B. When will i ever get an A in his class? @_@ I’m no good….gahd. I should study more then!!!!! Oh well, Sandel….      

Only had 4 hours of sleep last night because i studied for our THEO test today After my Stat class, i rushed to Matteo and started to study while listening to korean/japanese/chinese songs from the ipod. LOL. Argh… INFO OVERLOAD I TELL YOU!I was sick but still managed to get up and DRIVE! hahaha I just hope and wish that my answers in the test were ok, or reasonable. I don’t want to FAIL Seriously, too much info racked my brain until it was close to “braindead” mode, but i hope i still managed to be “understandable” with my answers and stuff. @_@      

    

Lord,I gave my best,please do the rest  

 

 

 sidenote: Randee!! Thank you for the Cheesecake from Bubbletea! I don’t care if it is a SUPER SUPER LATE CHRISTMAS TREAT! You know i’m a sucker for anything cheesecake, THANK YOU!!! *hugs*

Secret

 

Follow the notes upon the journey

At first sight marks one’s destiny

Once the voyage comes to an end

Return lies within hasty keys