小さな恋の歌

Freecut instrumentation class ( for no reason. lol ) yesterday = YEY!   That class has grown to be quite a “pain for the brain” ( rhyming, i know )  and with freecuts like these, i feel happy. hahaha XD   BASELINE DEADLINE TOMORROW! ( ack, i still have to fix some inconsistent things. hehe )     Had only LS yesterday, but i felt really stressed because there were so many overlapping things to do  THEO + THESIS = @_@ The video that me and emil edited was such a pain too and by the end of the meeting, i was so so so DOWN , EXHAUSTED and FRUSTRATED. XD   Goodthing, Rabs and Karl asked me to go with them for some “food tripping” We first went to Burger King ( too bad, no more ‘buy 1 take 1″ sort of promo there anymore. )  Karl was the one who ordered a LOT of food ( i took some of his french fries. LOL ) , Rabs settled for a burger and i got STRAWBERRY SUNDAE! ( Yes, no more diet for the meantime because i was craving for sweets. )  

  Then, off we went to UP to buy ISAW! 

  Gahd, its been YEARS since my last one because IM NOT SUPPOSED TO EAT ISAW. hahahahaha Only had 5 though because i was still scared of it but damn, it was YUMMY! Nabitin ako! hahaha   Sorry for pestering you guys with my current problems and dilemma. XD I’m such a paranoid, i know. I should be more open-minded about things and let go of PRIDE. Slowly, yes, i might be able to do that. HAHAHAHA      my TNS boys, THANK YOU.  ( hahaha, TNS still makes me laugh. LOL )      

Anyway, HI SIR JERRY! hahahahaha  

 

 

 Fixed my baseline , i while ago and i placed designs and stuff but haven’t sent it to mam Cath yet. haha XD After our dinner probably. haha XD 

 

While looking for ProDai and HanaKimi videos, i stumbled upon THIS! :

 

It’s a GIRL version of Mongol800’s Chiisana Koi no Uta ( Hence, the title of the entry ) 

 

Gahd, i’ve been listening to the song for like the NTH time now! hahaha XD  Ohyama Yurika’s rendition of this punky and upbeat song is SO NICE!!!! * Bows down*. Her voice is just sweet and icy. hahaha XD Not to mention, she is quite pretty too

 

Hora anata ni totte daiji na hito hodo

( Look, the person who is important to you ) 

Sugu soba ni iru no

( Is right beside you ) 

Tada anata ni dake todoite hoshii

( I just want to reach only you ) 

Hibike koi no uta

( This echoing love song )  

Hora hora hora

( Listen, Listen, Listen )  

Hibike koi no uta

( This echoing love song )  

 

That’s the funky chorus. How i loved the way Mongol800 did this part, but Ohyama Yurika still did justice to my favorite part of the song Good job XD

 

yume naraba semenai de yume naraba semenai de
( if it's a dream, don't wake to up  If it's a dream, don't to wake up )
anata to sugoshita toki eien no hoshi to naru
( The time I spent with you Will turn into everlasting stars ) 
 

 

HAHAHAHA. EMO.  

   

heureux XD

That means “Happy” in French  

I MISSSEEEEDDDDD THE INTERNET SOOO MUCH. hahahahahaha  It’s  back! YEY! hehe 

 

 

I am confused still. But thank you.  

Stat and others

I stayed up pretty late last night to finish my Statistics “exercise” which I would later find out today should not be passed INDIVIDUALLY but by PARTNER or by THREE’s. @_@ So yeah, the additional eyebags were all for nothing. T_T

Got the LT for STAT this morning and immediately went to do the nitty-gritty computations during my LOONNNGG break. Thank God, Pia and Jay were with me ( although busy and fiddling with their THEO notes ) and i didn’t feel that much bummed compared to when i become all nerdy by myself. haha

Let’s just hope my answers are correct. I’m not after the perfect score, a pretty high-high grade is fine for me. XD

 I was feeling so exhausted with all the mean deviations and variance terms and I was about to give up on it when my phone buzzed.

*beep*

 

I checked my phone and there it was…a text from my boy best friend, boinksters.

 

” Basta I’ll be here if you get lonely. gusto ko lang malaman mo yun…”

Seriously, I think this guy has ESP! He sends the simplest text messages to me ( even though he is in California right now ) JUST IN TIME. Thanks dear. haha XD

 

Felt sooo sleepy during our philo that I repeatedly asked Clang to pinch me so that i could stay awake. XD  But to no avail, my body really wanted its sleep and yeah, i was like “zombified” for more than half of the class time, so i wasn’t able to take down that much notes. So i asked Clang if i could xerox her notes instead. Wee~ T___T I was soo not feeling well after Philo that i was tempted to cut Biochem. T_T It was an unusual headache and back pain ( which i could only blame my laptop for that ) coupled with 3 hours of sleep. T___T I WANT SLEEP. XD XD XD

 

THEO = SEX. Yes. Basically, that is the center of our topic now and honestly, i could understand it quite well. Locker has this way of conveying his message without being overly technical and making his classes FUN at the same time. Cool.

 

Biochem=DEAD. Lord, please give me the strength and the knowledge to overcome our Biochem test next friday. I still want to live. LOL.

Philippine Online Gaming Summit 2008

Me, Maiya and Kagi 

( photo by Herson Moneda ) 

30,000 ++ unread messages @_@

Yes yes yes. That’s the actual number of unread messages i have in my inbox right now and seriously, I’m fed up with these “junk” ( they are not actually junks but they are all updates and nonsense forwarded messages that i don’t even care about! ) mails, that I spent hours today cleaning ( mark –> delete ) my inbox. @_@  My eyes hurt already but I really want to get rid of them , LIKE NOW! They are definitely the reason why important messages get lost with all the junk. ARGH.  Geez, just realized that i have 3 years worth of emails already. Maybe its the “New Year” feel that makes me want to start all again….like start everything on a CLEAN SLATE. XD 

 

 

GO AWAY JUNK MAIL! 

 

 

 Seriously, one more junk mail and i shall attack you all with VIRUSES! Bam! Bam! Bam! XD

 *edit: Finally reduced it to 9k++ emails. Still a hefty number, but that is WAY beyond the 50% reduction i was aiming for. XD 

 

 

 Anywho, my schedule and plans are messed up right now because i don’t have a proper planner FYI, i gave my Starbucks planner to my mom as a Christmas gift and i don’t regret that. Its just that , i want a planner of my own, even though its not Starbucks or whatever. HAHA 

 

 I NEED A DAMN PLANNER!!!

 

 Got the LS long test result a while ago and I was pretty happy with the result *dances around*. Not a perfect score , but still a nice one to boot. I’ll try to get a higher score next time..WAY WAY higher. *note: stop CRAMMING! LOL XD 

 

It appears that i lost my voice. XD For this week, my voice gets crappier by the minute and now i talk like a MAN. T_T To hell with those Pastillas i ate. XD ITS ALL YOUR FAULT, I SWEAR!  

Going Back

Gahd. Blogsavy is proving to be such a pain in the arse nowadays that i have finally decided on abandoning it for now and transfer back here in wordpress. Yah, it has much more features and all but it doesnt really give me that “comfort” when i blog. I think it has so much ‘bugs’ that the admin should take care of.      

Wah! i missed WORDPRESS. *kisses the screen. lol* I shall never leave you again ( well… that depends if i get sick of the themes again and i scout for other blog hosts. hehehe )    

 Started out with a cool stat class, geez, I’ll miss this class for sure. One of the most chillax class ever. Fun classmates too, even though i’m not close to them. Hahaha  

 Ack! Only got a B in my Philo paper a.k.a. LONG TEST 1. Fine, it is not that bad, but still, i didn’t rush that paper and all, i really tried to make it GOOD,if not the BEST one to date. But still, a B. When will i ever get an A in his class? @_@ I’m no good….gahd. I should study more then!!!!! Oh well, Sandel….      

Only had 4 hours of sleep last night because i studied for our THEO test today After my Stat class, i rushed to Matteo and started to study while listening to korean/japanese/chinese songs from the ipod. LOL. Argh… INFO OVERLOAD I TELL YOU!I was sick but still managed to get up and DRIVE! hahaha I just hope and wish that my answers in the test were ok, or reasonable. I don’t want to FAIL Seriously, too much info racked my brain until it was close to “braindead” mode, but i hope i still managed to be “understandable” with my answers and stuff. @_@      

    

Lord,I gave my best,please do the rest  

 

 

 sidenote: Randee!! Thank you for the Cheesecake from Bubbletea! I don’t care if it is a SUPER SUPER LATE CHRISTMAS TREAT! You know i’m a sucker for anything cheesecake, THANK YOU!!! *hugs*

Hello School. @_@

Omg, school shall commence tomorrow and i’m already dreading the thought of long tests, recitations, quizzes and…THESIS.

I don’t want to go to school yet, i just want to sleep and bum around forever XD  

 Sidenote: After months and months of “training” ( *ahem*youtube videos*ahem* ), my brother finally and quite successfully solved hisRubik’s Cube!Woot~ I’m so proud and happy because he spent a lot of time mastering the techniques and patterns and deep inside of me i thought it was in vain. But alas!, His pain was rewarded with pride. LOL. My God, ever since he first solved it, he has been raving about his Rubik’s cube endlessly. Hehe. I mean, who wouldn’t?! He could already solve the freaking toy in less than 5 minutes! hahaha XD Now he reminds me of that dude in the movie, “Pursuit of Happyness” who impressed his boss by solving the Rubik’s cube so fast. hahaha Good job! LOL

I bet you didn’t know. ;)

Because i could really shot myself for not updating this piece of junk for a couple of weeks now, I will end the month of August with a 19 facts/trivia about me.Everybody is doing this “tagged survey” shenanigan in multiply and in their respective blogs and i feel jealous. haha. But instead of doing just 8 trivia stuff, I’ll write 19 things that i bet you didn’t know.

Why 19? Just because i just turned NINETEEN, last August 26. lolz. If you forgot to greet me, i don’t like you. hahahahaha Kidding!

Sooo, let’s start this off! These are not arranged in some chronological or ordered manner. I’ll just type whatever. hahahahaha

1) My name was supposed to be SEVENTEEN. Yep, the number 17, baybeh! That is why my nickname is “Tin-Tin” which leaves people bewildered on where the hell did i get my nickname. HAHAHA. So why seventeen? Because it was a special number for my parents….it was their ‘HAPPY!’ hehe They officially became a couple on March 17 of 1985. Woohoo. They decided not to name me seventeen because they think it was weird. Of course it would! How would you react when someone approaches you and tells you “Hello there, my name is Seventeen, what’s yours?” LOLZ.

 

 

2) Literally and Biologically speaking, i am NOT THE ELDEST in the family. Once upon a time, I had an older brother/sister ( my parents weren’t really sure because my mom wasn’t able to have an ultrasound thingie ) but he/she died before i even met him/her. T___T

 

3) I have quite a handful of celebrity relatives. *wink* *wink*. I could name four people whom i assume, you people have heard of at least once in your life. First are my Aunties, Melissa Mendez and Glenda Garcia. ^_^They are my mom’s first cousins. Do you know Benny Cheng? Yup, the one who became famous in the 1991 NCAA for scoring the final shot for the Mapua Cardinals! He is my uncle. Ahihihihi YEY for free PBA tickets back then when he was still in Ginebra. And yes, who wouldn’t know Aubrey Miles? Yep. She is my second cousin in my dad’s side ( her dad and my dad are first cousins. hehe )

 

4) Anything sticky for a snack is a no-no. I don’t eat sticky rice cakes at all. “Suman”, “Sapin-sapin” and all those are ….T__T Me don’t like. I think i have super sensitive taste buds! hehe

 

5) I DON’T LIKE CHOCOLATES. HAHA, You read that right. I don’t like them. I might be the only person who will admit that, but yeah. But it’s not like i literally don’t eat chocolates, its just that i don’t share the same enthusiasm that others feel when they eat chocos. The only chocolates that i enjoy eating are the following: Ferrero Rocher, Chocnut, KitKat, Flat Tops, Kisses and Hershey’s cookies and cream. ^_^v

 

6 ) When i was 5 years old, i was invited to join the Ang TV crew. ( Yep! The kiddie show we all learned to love! Doo-a-dee-dee-dee-dee-dum-di-di-doo! LOL ) But well, my mom declined the offer telling the producer (? I don’t really remember, its a big blur to me ) that we value education before fame and fortune.

 

7) Unlike most girls, my cheeks don’t turn red in rare “kilig” moments. It’s usually my EAR that turns red….and hot. HAHA I swear! It’s like there is a sudden surge of blood in my ear instead of my cheeks ( or face ). So yeah, you wouldn’t see me “flushed” or something because my “kilig” is very well concealed.

 

8 ) I started writing stories ( mostly fables ) when i was 5 years old. I could distinctly remember myself dragging our ancient typewriter whenever i fell like writing. I even have the original copies with me still! Ooohhhh, childhood love. haha

 

9) I am a certified Goosebumps/Fear street and anything-written-by-R.L. Stine freak! I really loved all his books! Even though i could always predict the ending of his stories, it never fails to amuse me in some way.

 

10) My number one pet peeve is BEING LATE. Probably the one thing i could really be proud of is that i am quite punctual in everything. Yep, better be an hour early than a second late! That’s why when i watch a movie, i make sure that I’m already inside the theater when the trailers are showed. If not, i’ll be badtrip the whole day. ^_^v

 

11) I love anything that has milk and cheese in it!! I even find myself imagining that there is such as place that is called “dairy planet” where everything is made up of dairy products. YUMMY!

 

12) I fall for a guy’s SENSE OF HUMOR and SOFTEE SIDE. When i say “softee” , it doesn’t mean that he HAS TO BE GAY ( although yeah, i do fall for gay guys and i don’t exactly know WHY! ), i just want to see his “soft side” ( in other words: emo but not super emo that he is already suicidal ). Egoistic men are a no-no! Those who feel that they are “cool”, “gwapo” and all that when they are really NOT ( in every sense of the word ) is a major turn-off.

 

13) My all time favorite Piano piece is Canon in D by Pachelbel! I have all the versions of it saved in my computer ( flute, guitar, piano, rock, hip-hop, acapella, Bach’s version, classical and the variations version ) OHHH, love it!

 

14) I am Claustrophobic. I can’t stand enclosed spaces for a long time. In addition to that, i fear places where there are a LOT OF PEOPLE ( like concerts and stuff ). I feel like i wouldn’t be able to breathe and most of the time, I get irrational migraines and headaches ( there were cases where i came close to fainting ). Seriously. You could ask my ex-school ( La Consolacion College Caloocan ) on how many times i was brought to the school clinic because of my phobia. Some say that its just Motion Sickness though. O.o

 

15) I adore Jackie Chan and Jet Li LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE THEM!!

 

16) I was a Tug-O-War player in high school! Proud to be one too!!! I was supposed to be on the Swimming team but i was really intimidated with some people and the pressure proved to be too much for me so i ended up not trying out for the team in the end. T_T Boo.

 

17) I am a sucker for Asian Horror flicks even though I am a self-proclaimed Scaredy-cat! haha Nothing beats those moments when me and my dad will watch Asian horror flicks and the both of us will cover our eyes when the “mumu” appears on the screen! Whew. I swear, i panic when i see the face of the villain and i will not be able to sleep for a week!!!

 

18) Almost everybody knows that i go by the name of “Yuki-chan” but not all people know the reason behind the Japanese name. Well, you see, in my freshmen days in high school, my friend, Coleen, bestowed upon me the name of “Arasake”. It’s a fusion of my name and the word, “sake” which is the Japanese word for Rice Wine. This just means that most of the time I am quite “high” ( in every sense of the word ). hehe. So what is the origin of “YUKI”? First of all the word “YUKI” is the japanese term for “SNOW”. Because in the early years of my high school, i was this ’stoic’, “don’t-you-dare-talk-to-me-because-i-would-kill-you‘, ‘insensitivity at its finest‘ kind of girl…people branded me as “cold hearted” ( that explains my email address before: Coldheartedmaniac ). And errr, people also pointed out that my skin color is WHITE ( although i always dared to correct them that I am not white! )…just like snow. Lastly, i have this major problem of being TOO NICE and TOO KIND to others even though i GET NOTHING IN RETURN….and some people have noticed that, telling me that i have a PURE SOUL and that my aura is CLEAR WHITE…with no tinge of evilness. O.o Oh my goodness, not right eh? hehe

So yeah, the characteristics of ’snow’, being WHITE and COLD at the same time is like my whole personality summed-up in one word.

It’s quite amusing too, that I could relate very very well to ALL anime characters that i know of that are named YUKI. Especially Eiri Yuki from Gravitation! Wooh! I certainly believe that he is my boy-anime version! ^_____^

 

19) I LOVE LOVE LOVE HEINZ KETCHUP. I would eat anything with it! Be it chicken, fish or whatever that is solid enough to be dipped in ketchup. That is the only ketchup that eat though. LOLZ

 

Oh my, this got uberly lengthy! hehehe Oh well, Sandel. ^_^ Phew! Finally, finished the 19 facts! I didn’t know that this would get very very long. lol.

Thanks for the Memories

I didn’t mean to, but i just DID. T.T

 

(if the PAST scares you, I’m telling you NOT to click the link to read the rest of the entry.)

The Birthday Wishlist

Wee~ Its officially 10 days before my 19th birthday ( screw it, im old! haha ) , so i think i should jump into the bandwagon and make my own birthday wish list as well. Gahd. im such a kiddo when it comes to birthdays because i get really excited for no reason. haha

Oh yeah, say hello to the last year of my teenage life. 10 more days and counting….

Forgive me if the list seems so random and they are not arranged in some ordered manner. haha

By the way, donations are very much welcome. lolz ^_^v

1) Black Macbook ( I’m still not sure if i should tell my parents that i want this, its too….expensive. blah )

2) Canon EOS 400D ( I love my Sony DSC- N2, but I so want a DSLR! )

3) ipod ( any model would do, provided that it works )

4) TURTLES! ( Yes! Alive and kicking little turtle! I want a LIVE pet! )

5) Tamagotchi ( Yeah! I want one, i swear! )

6) New Chucks! ( I want the fairy princess looking chucks! lol )

7) MANGA!! ( Any anime title would be nice. ^_^ )

8 ) A book ( no to inspirational/teenage lovelife PLEASE )

9) Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtle/ Squirtle plushies.

10) “L” Plushie ( OMFG! I want this one!! )

11) Pink PSP ^_^v ( It has to be pink or else! haha )

12) Polaroid Camera! ( any model would do. Nyahaha )

13) New wig ( i want green, pink, purple and red wigs! )

14) Platform boots ( black or white. lol )

15) Pen display or a Wacom Tablet

16) CAKE! ( strawberry-ish would be so fine! No chocolates. lol )

 

Hihihi. Wee~ I would definitely like to have them all, but geez, that is way too impossible.