goodbye ‘best month ever”

August , you failed me BIG TIME.

goodbye ‘best month ever”

August , you failed me BIG TIME.

missed

i miss this url.

 

Nope, im not yet dead, neither am i on hiatus. I just decided to write in another url, but then, i somehow miss this.

 

I might update soon. For all those who commented, thank you I’ll write more stuff in a few days. Hee~

I’m caught in suspension

I still feel quite groggy because me and clang stayed up late last night to watch two episode of PROPOSAL DAISAKUSEN Ohhh, Yamapi goodness ^_^ And of course we were talking about “emo” and “acads” stuff , just because. Its so fun having someone sleep over fellow-Yamapi-fangirl, lets do this again. LOL   And wow, Clang introduced me to two bands today : Mae and Death Cab for Cutie. Effing awesome music!! Woot XD      Amidst all this happiness, i think i NEED  a good cry Probably, I’m just thinking and expecting too much about everything, its in my nature.  T_T So not good  But….: 

 

 

 

 

Now, 

I’m wanting this for sure

and I’ll beg for nothing more.

I’ll plan all day and drive all night 

you’ll love what’s in store.

I can’t seem to stop this now

even if it’s not so clear, 

and I’ll take what I can get.

If you want me here (If you want me here) 

 

~ Suspension by Mae 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Say anything, but say what you mean.  

 

 

 

(*shots herself. Still have biochem reporting in a while! FOCUS! )  

 

White Day

 

 OMG! I forgot to greet people. Its HAPPY WHITE DAY everybody! 

 

 

I know its not really a big deal here in the Philippines, but me and my japanese-crazy friends still think this day is still meaningful. Although, i think i just so failed today because i forgot about it and was only reminded when i saw my friend’s stat message in YM Oh my….

 

 

( I got a cute little gift though. XD ) ^___________________^ Thankies.  

 

 

Forgot? God, i was just so stressed out since late last night. I was studying for our Stat long test ( Oh my, i think i just flunked that one. T____T ) and I still had to do a PHILO paper ( our last one for this sem, maybe forever under Sir Tolentino. huhu ). I wasn’t able to start anything last night and only started to read the freaking readings/notes and stuff TODAY. @_@ Fortunately, there was no philo and i was still able to cram . But still…. ACK..SOUP!!! 

 

 

Oh yeah, i so miss cosplaying for some reason It has always been my number 1 frustration since God knows when…. it’s like i can’t devote most of time to what i love most because of school

 

I also miss BURGOO CHEESECAKE!!!!! I want one like NOW. T_______T  

憎悪

Can you just feel the hate?…. 

 

 

I have reached my limit. This time, i wouldn’t even care anymore. 

 

No freaking way.  

<3

” I don’t wanna forget the present is a gift 

And I don’t wanna take for granted the time you may have here with me 

‘Cause Lord only knows another day is not really guaranteed” 

 

~ Alicia Keys- “Like You’ll Never See Me Again”

 

 

 

 Amazing.  

 

Train Rides

 

Cakes

 

Siblings

 

Baby Pictures

 

Seafood

 

Pasta

 

Cute critters 

 

CHEESECAKES

 

“Fats”

 

Bookstore

 

 

 *Happy mode*. 

 

 

 

Don’t get me wrong, i have a LOT OF PROBLEMS, but certain events like these makes me feel better, even if its only for a while. <3 

 

 

 

 

 

 

lost together? I don’t mind.  

 

 

Missed

 

OMG. I freaking missed you guys, like for REAL. It felt like MONTHS after we last bonded like crazy. It still amazes me how you guys can transform a random day, a random break and a random place to something quite AWESOME. I never had a good laugh lately, thanks for that guys. It made the THREE FREAKING HOUR break, quite bearable.

 

and NO, i will NEVER be “GONE”. I can still bond with you guys whenever i want to. So dont be all “EMO” and shiz with me. I’m still HERE.  

He is the cheese to my macaroni

Oh finally, a GOOD movie finally came my way and made me HAPPY.  

 

I have been waiting for this movie ever since i stumbled upon its trailer and the connection that it had with Jamie Lynn Spear’s early pregnancy. *evil grin*. I actually had the DVD with me since last month but due to the hectic schedule with school, i wasn’t able to watch it So yeah, the movie effing rocked ^_^v The witty humor cracked me up to death!!! Too bad my “movie buddy” wasn’t able to make it , so i had to watch it by myself >.< ( Let’s watch another movie next time. lol ) 

 

Juno MacGuff: You should’ve gone to China, you know, ’cause I hear they give away babies like free iPods. You know, they pretty much just put them in those t-shirt guns and shoot them out at sporting events.

 

Rollo: Well, well… If it isn’t MacGuff the crime dog! Back for another test? 

 

Juno MacGuff: I think the last one was defective. The plus sign looked more like a division sign. I remain unconvinced.  

 

Juno MacGuff: I think I’m, like, in love with you. 

Paulie Bleeker: You mean as friends? 

Juno MacGuff: No, I mean, like, for real. ‘Cause you’re, like, the coolest person I’ve ever met, and you don’t even have to try, you know… 

 

Paulie Bleeker: I try really hard, actually. 

 

Juno MacGuff: I’m losing my faith in humanity. 

Mac MacGuff: Think you can narrow it down for me? 

Juno MacGuff: I guess I wonder sometimes if people ever stay together for good. 

Mac MacGuff: You mean like couples? 

Juno MacGuff: Yeah, like people in love. 

Juno MacGuff: Dad, it’s not about that. I just need to know if it’s possible for two people to stay happy together forever, or at least for a few years. 

Mac MacGuff: It’s not easy, that’s for sure. Now, I may not have the best track record in the world, but I have been with your stepmother for 10 years now and I’m proud to say that we’re very happy. 

 

Mac MacGuff: In my opinion, the best thing you can do is find a person who loves you for exactly what you are. Good mood, bad mood, ugly, pretty, handsome, what have you, the right person will still think the sun shines out your ass. That’s the kind of person that’s worth sticking with.  

 

 

 

WATCH JUNO, NOW!!!  Shiznit, i think i have an IRRATIONAL crush on Ellen Page ( lead female character ). She was just amazing in the film, she reminded me of MYSELF. lol. I mean, i was never the stereotype of your so-called “girl-next-door”. I am like her, “punky”, “boyish” and stuff. 

 

 

Super thanks for the long weekend, i so needed one!  I MISSED THE FREAKING TV!!! The people in the house thought i had a few loose screws this weekend since i spent a lot of time watching tv…. watching ANYTHING at all!! Amazing. I don’t even know when i would be able to watch tv again. HAHAHAHA 

 

Goodie, i finally got a book that i need for LS. “One Minute Millionare” by Mark Victor Hansen and its quite a LONG READ from the looks of it. XD But i think its interesting, i might get handy tips in the long run, so yeah, i might invest some time reading it for the book report.

 

 

 

side note: currently drinking my EIGHT cup of GREEN TEA and still craving for more. Addict, lol.  

 

quotes from the movie are snatched here: CLICK  

 

stuck in the middle

I seriously want to curl up just like that because i feel sooo sad about MANY MANY THINGS. I want to give up… and just stop caring about ANYTHING. But, i can’t do that in a snap of a finger, can i? XD 

 

But for those people who are STILL THERE who are helping me face the world still, THANK YOU. XD

 

 

 

as for You, I’ll try to smile still. Thanks for being there, like always. ^_^ 

 

 

 

 

 

p.s. pic by blankcontest from photobucket . not mine. XD